Smile no matter what...

Now I realized...

When I feel lonely...

I want to find someone to chat...

There really don't have one...

Everyone is busy for their studies...

For their game...

For their partner...

For any stuff...

But not for me...

I spend too much time on the one I love...

And lost all the friends I have...

But my love never cherish what I have done for them...

Most of the people after break...

They have friends will be around them still...

But I have to stand by my own...

Face all the things by my own...

Because I was spending too much of myself to my love...

Sometimes... I wonder... Issit worthy?

I never regret to be with them and pay all my best...

Even no one ask me to do that...

I'm doing my best as I'm trying to do all the right thing no matter how...

I don't care what others tell... I'm fighting for the long lasting relationship...

I even said that I need no friend but only someone care about me...

In the end... It's become a gamble...

A unworthy gamble...

That I bet myself on the table of love...

All In for this gambling...

When I lose, I will lose everything...

Argh... it's okie...

As I all in, I have prepared for this end isn't it?

I'm used to be loser in my life...

Nevermind...

Even no one can beside me...

I will stand up by myself...

I don't like to show others I'm weak also...

I will still do my best...

Regardless of what others' talks...

I will be the all winner in the end...

Even I lose again...

At least I can said

I'm the one who tried to be the best in this world...

I'm different with others...

No matter what...

Sorrow... Emptiness...

I will take it over... Hang on my shoulder and keep going...

I will tell others...

Even with this weigh I have taken...

I will not be beaten down!

Smile... No matter what...

Even you're not happy in fact...

Hiding and lying to self is the best tools to overcome all the things...^^