Friday, September 24, 2010

Make a wish

Make a wish
Wish everyone will be live happily
Wish everyone can live without any problem

Just wish
Everything will be fine ^^

No matter how further
The link will never break

No matter how long
The promise won't be break

No matter how also
We will stay happy together ^^

Make a wish
That we can hold each other hands and go through everything ^^

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Monday, September 13, 2010

Badminton Trickshot



Suddenly...
I love badminton... =P

Rapture



Even Jesus wish to take me along...
I think I will reject...
Because I can't left my loves over the Earth to go along the pain themselves...
I must beside them even I have to die!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Migraine

Pain pain pain...
My migraine come back again...>.<

Ouch my left brain...

How come the migraine never leave me away...

6hours left....
You still need to lie on the operation bed for 6hours more...
Please tahan... You will be fine...!!!
I'm sinful...
Don't know what I'm thinking...
Don't know who I can tell with...

I try not to think...
But mind it can't stop...

I don't know what can I write...
I'm afraid to say the truth right now...

The Way You Lie + Not Afraid Mashup


Watch this it's great...

"We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone"

Saturday, September 11, 2010

36 Hours

In the next 36hours...
She will be in the operation room...
Fighting with her gastric ulcer...

The operation date has advanced...
Now she is having high fever...
Which is complicated by her gastric problem...

I don't know whether such operation is dangerous or don't...
I wish I can face it positively...
But the fact tells me it's not really good...

I don't know what can I do...
She don't tell me where she is...
I wish I'm beside her but...
She just don't want for me to see her pale face...

Pray for her is the last thing I can do...
Please...
Bless her... She will be fine after all...
We haven't start yet...
Don't let it ends here...

*Suddenly I feel my stomachache pain too...
Did my organ links to her too...?
How is her now... I really wish to know...*

I will wait

If you can give me a promise
I will wait...
No matter how long it will takes
As long you show me that you worth to wait...

Anyway...
I'm good in waiting if you really worth me to wait... ^^

Friday, September 10, 2010

Baka Malamute =P


S/he is so cute... omg...
Adorable... >.<

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Pain

Today everywhere get pain...
Stomach pain...
Leg pain...
Head pain...

I don't know why suddenly the physical pain so much...
And one thing...
My heart's vessel feel stuck again...
Pain and uncomfortable...

Argh...
I'm so tired too...
C'mon...
Those are all the symptoms...
After Husky and Malamute...
I love one species again...

It's....


Australian Shepherd!!!! ♥

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Courage

If you ever have courage to give up...
Why don't you insist...?

I have prepared for you,
only wait for your nodded head now...

See?
Even I'm afraid so much...
I decided to accept you...
If you really love me...
Why you want to worry so much?

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

This Dog So Handsoommmeeee~~~


This dog is so handdsommmeeee!!!
Argh I like it so much!!!
But sigh I don't know what it called... >.<
Wish someone who knows can tell me T_T

You're in my dream again

You promised you never leave me
You will always beside me when I'm down

At least
In dream
You promises still works...

I miss you suddenly...

Monday, September 6, 2010

Hope Everyone Smile






I hope everyone can smile truthfully...
No matter who I love
Or who loved me once...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Shadow

Sorry for the untrust
But sometimes I just don't know...
I feel like...
You will be another one who lie me again...
I'm too sensitive...
And too hateful for lies...
Even though I'm lying...

Anyway...
I will try to trust...
God please,
Bless me trust into right person this time.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

I'm so worry...
So worry...
Where are you...?
Why you don't reply my message...
Don't pick up my call...?

Afraid

I know...
I'm afraid to miss someone..
I'm afraid to drop my tear...
...
Or I should say...
I'm afraid to love...

No matter how many intensive training I have...
Even My appearance is as hard as metal...
But my heart still as fragile as glass...
More lovestory just left much more scar on the glass...
Make it much fragile and fragile..

Maybe I left no many years left
I don't dare to ask for happiness...
But at least not for unhappiness...
Please allow me to leave with smile..
My heart feels pain again tonight...
I left sleepless again tonight...

It's about time to give up...
I can't afford to disappointment when I love you
Because I found my love and trust started growing on you
But unfortunately you disappointed me tonight entirely...
God... Please... I really need someone...
If she is who you send to me...
Let not her disappoint me once again...
Let not her remind me the shadow of my ex left...
Miss someone who don't miss you
Is a suffer
Is a grief

Sigh that I always miss someone who don't miss me

Thursday, September 2, 2010

It's Past...

Back from the Jusco
Passed by the Highway beside Seberang Jaya again...
It's quite long... I didn't take this road anymore...
It's almost 1year... since the day we broke...
I'm on that road again...
It's dig out the reminiscence of us...

I still remember...
You was hugging me tightly and napping on my back in that very night...
I hold your hand tightly and shocked by Simon suddenly pass through...
And we laugh loudly...
It's like just happened yesterday...
It's so close... Yet so far away...

I told myself...
It's passed...
It's already a past...

Even I'm driving a same motor...
But you are not around anymore...
I'm using the new bag...
The Golden Lock no longer lock on my keychain...
And you... Have already move away from there...

There is no Mushroom anymore...
There is no Coconut anymore...
I'm telling myself...
It's all past now...
I'm moving forward... and you too...
We can't hold each other hand to go on the future...
I once believed it will, but now it's impossible...

Tonight... Suddenly...
I feel the Coconut again...
I know, he must miss that so much...
But it's all past now...

Don't know how much time we will have...
Maybe 2012 everybody is going to die...
Maybe I just can't hold that further...
Let's just live our remained days to the fullest...
So we will have no regret... ^^

Live To Win!!!

Everyone has his/her own problem
We shouldn't involved ourself in other's problem
We have our our own problem too right?
Let's settle our life before getting involve in other's life
Let's live! To Win!!!
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Frustrated, degraded, down before you're done
Rejection, depression, can't get what you want
You ask me how I make my way
You ask me everywhere and why
You hang on every word I say
But the truth sounds like a lie
Live to win, 'till you die, 'till the light dies in your eyes
Live to win, take it all, just keep fighting till you fall
Obsessive, compulsive, suffocate your mind
Confusion, delusions, kill your dreams in time
You ask me how I took the pain
Crawled up from my lowest low
Step by step and day by day
'Till there's one last breath to go
Live to win, 'till you die, 'till the light dies in your eyes
Live to win, take it all, just keep fighting till you fall
Day by day, kickin' all the way, I'm not cavin' in
Let another round begin, live to win
Yeah, live, yeah, win
Live to win, 'till you die, 'till the light dies in your eyes
Live to win, take it all, just keep fighting 'till you fall
Day by day, kickin' all the way, I'm not cavin' in
Let another round begin, live to win
Live to win
Live to win
Yeah, live, yeah, win!!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Stupid Await

Wait so long until I messed up all my schedule >.<
Haiz...
Always tiring with it...
Have to drag my plan again...

(Plan to go Penang ask for my transcript and ptptn today
Actually follow my friend go to Komtar buy shoes
All cancelled for you...
Argh... I'm stupid...)

Don't understand why always I'm wait for your answer but you just don't care
And I must be the one who keep question you if not I won't get the answer...
*Sigh, keep scold myself stupid again*

But anyhow
I can't let this negative feel stay in my heart so long
I shouldn't waste life for unnecessary sad now...
I must tell myself "Get away from this sadness!!"
Because maybe once I closed my eyes
There might be no another day for me
My day is numbered, I shouldn't waste it anymore ^^

Wish I'm the different

Let's smile...
I wish I can be different for you...
Can be someone you can trust...^^

*My heart suddenly feel tingle just now*