I don't understand

I don't understand too
Not only you

Since we both know
What is bad
What is good

Why
You still love the bad thing
I'm still repeat the thing hurt me

Like example
You told me
Everything start from bad
Yea
I have start from bad too
I know you have start from bad too
So it's time to go for good
So I treat you my best
But instead, you have done the bad thing to me
You repeat the bad thing now
But you have the reason, because you have Calvin already

But comes to this situation
You know Calvin treat you better than Jessica
Why you leave Calvin and go for a bad thing who hurts you?
This is quite weird here...
Don't you should choose for the good thing?
Since Calvin is your real boyfriend
You are having double standard
Calvin treat you well， but you choose Jessica
I treat you well, but you choose Calvin and Jessica
Really don't understand

You know what is bad,
But you keep continue repeat the bad thing?
Erm... Weird...

You keep say
"Nobody ask you to be perfect" To me
But
Isn't you keep complain?
The goal you complain isn't wish that one you complain will be better?
Or you just complain for fun?
Weird...
Like you complain Jessica
You don't wish her treat you better at all?
You just want to complain that's all?
I don't think so, you're asking people to be perfect too

I love you
Because you let other people hurt before
I thought you understand the feeling of hurt
So you won't hurt me as you know how it feels like.
But just, I'm wrong, you are just like the other people who keep repeat the fault.

We always complain this world is corrupted
But do we really not involved inside the corruption?
I dare to say
I don't, because I do my best to cure the corruption
But in the end I'm hurt by the effort I paid
And sooner because the despair I gains I'm going involve in the corruption
But can you say you don't ruin the world?
Because if like what you said to me and what you done to me
You're the one who ruins this world too

Hold you read this
And understand
Because someday
You might feel the same feel as I'm feeling right now also
What comes around, goes around

I'm happy that you feel guilty that day
Because that's the owner I know
But
She just gone away so fast
She is the one who really happy and able to make me smile

You're not, you're not happy
You should know yourself
You're actually feeling lonely and hurt inside too
You can't listen to me
Because you will think what I said means you
But actually, it's truth
Because you're one of the people that destroy all the good thing I try hard to build