Someday I will gone

I don't know how long can I hold in this world
If I really having such a disease
It will strike me down at any moment without notification
Without any chance for me to speak my last word
So... I think it's better I record it down...
Before any bad thing really happened right? XD

To Dad,
Dad, you have work so hard for us
Even you can't give me what I want
Or even you can't give me what you should give me
But never mind, you're really doing your best for us...
I can see it... So I won't blame you...
As I live in this kind of family...
It makes me stronger than others...
It makes me independent than others...
Even compare to others I might not have anything better than them...
But at least, all the things I have, I earn by myself...
And thanks to your teaching over all my life time...
Sorry that I can't do anything to you...

To Mum,
Although I feel sometimes you're just annoyed
Sometimes you like to ask something you will not understand
But as I have answered your question you are just like to ask repeatedly
Sometimes you just don't believe me that I actually know better than you and dad
You just keep say me overrate myself
But I know... the fact is you are really care about me...
I know you just don't want me to get into trouble...
Even you are not working
But I know you're really tired with the housework
We treat you like a maid most of the times
But you know... sometimes I did want to help...
But I'm just too lazy la... sorry la mum~~ xD
(Anyway I did help sometimes right? =P)
Even though I said that your cook is not healthy, oily and fat...
But actually no matter how, those are the best food I have tasted in my life!!!

To Elder Bro,
I don't know how are you going in KL
Although we keep argue last time
But I still remember that you treat me so good at the kid time
Even I still don't know why you changed so much after you go to secondary
Anyway... You are my elder bro forever...
Wish you really live a good life in KL la...
And please... Come back often ah...
I think dad and mom miss you sometimes...
Anyway they're still your parents even you are quite isolated in family...
Don't forget our kid time we once happy together right?

To Younger Bro
Oi~ Don't play too much game la~
In the end you will walk on the wrong path that I walk before you know?
Me always ask you to study English ah
That must come in handy someday d!!
Don't always treat my words as wind ah!
If I have gone, you have to take on the responsible for the family already you know?
You see you so clever in console game
I know you're not stupid liao d
You still my bro right? You won't be much different with me d!
Just you haven't open your mind only xD
Anyway, take care la, my forever and ever lovely bro
If I gone no matter will beat your head and ask you to massage anymore
Don't miss that I always bully you ah~ xD

To Younger Sis,
Mei I think you're the only one who can be the best student in our family ady le
Don't waste your talent ah~~
You should know now knowledge is important for girl ady
With knowledge you don't have to rely on guy anymore
And ya don't go find someone who will treat you badly to be your bf ah in future
If I see it I sure phek cek d!!! xD
Don't know what to say with you la anyway you have to take care also la
Don't act like a tomboy la like that later no guy want you ley xD

To the one I love and care,
If this day is come
I have to go no matter how
Please take care yourself
Don't let me worry about you ^^
Before I might make you sad, angry or feel annoyed
I apologize to you...
Maybe it's caused by me too love you and immature...
I too desired to have you...
In the end I did a lot of malicious action...
Anyway... I wish within my life time...
I really did brought you some happiness...
That you will remember forever...
No matter what I did...
I just wish to see your angel smile...
Remember to be happy and always ya...
Sorry if this day is come, I can't accompany you anymore lo... ^^

Please read this, if you hurt by love

Read it with all of your heart
(No matter you're male or female)
♥ = someone you love

You used to wake ♥ up every morning
If ♥ sleep lately you will scold him/her
Because you worry about ♥ hang out with ♥ friend overnight
You dislike ♥ sleep lately unless you're beside ♥

When ♥ bad mood, you will pujuk ♥, cheer ♥ up
♥ don't eat breakfast you will be angry
Because you feel that breakfast is important for ♥'s health

Everynight you will make a call with ♥ before ♥ sleep

When ♥ face any problem at outside you will hug ♥ and comfort ♥

You always let her lie on your shoulder when you two watch tv in home

Everytime you two argue you must be the one who apologize first no matter you're right or not,
then pujuk ♥ back... (and a lot more)

But in the end ♥ still want to leave you away, you have no idea...

♥ only treat you as a passerby who treat ♥ very good in ♥ life
♥ won't feel you're so impress ♥
And you're not that one ♥ love the most
How ♥ will remember you? care about you?

Sometimes you don't think so much,
You just want to treat ♥ the best with all your heart,
Because you really love ♥ so much

But, in the end ♥ still want to leave you away...
What can you do...??

This is not your fault, is ♥

Frankly, ♥ can has how many gf/bf, can treat ♥ like you do?
So tolerate ♥? So empathize ♥? So love ♥?
Let's think about it, is ♥ who don't appreciate you,
That is not your lost but ♥!
Because you're someone who love ♥ so much!!
Anyway you can just find another one
(of course as ♥ gone away you will feel hurt and miss ♥ a lot)

At different place there will be different people will be appeared
And so there must be different people who will waiting for you
Why you have to be sad for such a people who hurt you?

You hide at the corner crying, you alone, you lonely, you feel so hurt and sad, even it makes you change so much
Would ♥ know all about this?
♥ now might be so happy when sms with another person
But look on yourself, you're crying?
♥ don't love you, ♥ won't find you anymore
Even you can do everything for ♥， ♥ don't love you, no matter what you do ♥ won't feel touching, instead, ♥ feels you're annoying.

Why you still being so stupid?
Why you still do so much for ♥?
♥ won't sympathy you, won't feel you're pity, because ♥ already have another one who accompany ♥
Then do you think ♥ will still care about you?

Even you sms ♥, ♥ also won't reply you so much, sometimes even don't reply you
Then you， issit you want to keep waiting for ♥ reply?
Wait one day? two day? What do you get in the end?
Still the same, ♥ still no reply you.
Last time, ♥ will reply no matter how busy is ♥
But now? Why ♥ didn't find you anymore?

Let's me tell you... Because ♥ has another person accompany ♥ already
That another person maybe have already sms with ♥ when you and ♥ still together
Maybe that another person is a pretty girl/handsome boy,
Somemore treat ♥ very good, very care of ♥
Maybe they always hang out together behind of you
Let's think about it... Will ♥ find you anymore?

You might tell yourself...
"I will wait for ♥" (although it seems like so great)
But have you think about it?
If you wait for 1 or 2 years...
♥ still don't want to come back?

Maybe within this period...
Someone likes/loves you...
But you tell him/her...
"I'm waiting for ♥" and reject him/her...
Isn't it means that you wasted that 1 or 2years times and youth?
Does it worth you to do that...?

Maybe few years after...
♥ come back again...
Of course you will be very happy...
And ♥ will always beside you like last time...
This means a good thing for you, it's happy...

But... Do you ever think that why ♥ come back suddenly?
Because...
♥ found no people accompany ♥ anymore...
♥ feels so boring, ♥ want to find something to kill ♥'s boredsome
Then, finally ♥ think about you, how good you treat ♥ last time...
♥ might tell you that ♥ still love you or something like that...
But actually... ♥ found no person willing to accompany ♥ anymore...
♥ found no person can be rely anymore...
No person wants ♥ anymore...
This doesn't mean that ♥ still love you...
Just ♥ want somebody to accompany ♥...

If ♥ really love you... ♥ come back early ago already...
Do you need to wait for 1 to 2years?

Try to ask yourself again...
Is this something you called as "love"...?

You lost ♥, you still have many many friends will accompany you...
They will intro you a lot of guys/girls to you...
Yourself alone hides in the home is useless...
Sad, hurt, tear, love, miss, they will always flowing around you...
Just hang out with your friends more and more, even though just to has a tea tarik~
Because, stay lonely... can never help you to forget someone you loved the most...

Tell yourself!!
♥ just a little part of your memories...
♥ won't see your tears drop...
Because inside ♥'s heart... there is no existence of you...

You still young
Still have much times...
To find someone better...

*Thanks for read*

Don't doubt, it's translated from Internet =P

Sad Case

They are innocents...
Sigh...
You both are ex-police and policemen...
Why...?

Talented ^^

We complain about our life unstoppable...
But looks... What have he done while we are complaining? ^^

Medical Report

I took my report this morning
I not really worry other organs in my body
But my heart has shown many sign to me that it is not healthy

Well even the heart area every data shown I'm under the risky level
Doctor said overall I'm still okie
But as I thought
I can't be just feel easy for that
Every data of the heart area almost risk the risky level
The risky level is about 50
I get 49
It means if I still don't take care of my diet
I might get heart attack soon

I think, the heartache must be caused by my blood stuck
I told doctor the problem I faced
The doctor ask if I want can take further check in the hospital
And also show the report to the hospital doctor...
The blood test is not enough... I have to check the ECG and so-on...

I afraid one day I might leave suddenly....
But before that....
I wish I can complete all the thing I wish to do....
So I can leave with no regret...
It's no time to feel sad now... ^^

Smiley Dream

Dunno why
My dream included you again
Inside you smile like an angel
The smile I will never forget
So pure and cute...
It reminds me every smile scene of yours in my mind...
I really miss your smile so much...

This life we might not able to be together...
But if I'm able to be human next life...
I hope my next life you will live along with me...

This is called as ""Truth Love"

Girl : "LeiLei,open the box when you miss me,I've saved all of my love inside the box and I'll never bring it away.Dad said that we'll be coming back when the situation is getting better.You must wait for me..."
Boy : "I won't go anywhere else but wait you at here...if you can't see me at here,try to look for me at the school..."
Girl : "It is too late!i must have to go now!i'll write to you,you must wait for me,wait for me..."
Boy : "I won't go anywhere else but wait you at here..."

Ella : "is that what so-called 'the oath that never faded'?"
Selina : "The love between them at that time was so deep!It is just like other than just love,there is a kind of responsibility."
Hebe : "it is so hard to understand this kind of firm belief...how much do I wish I were she,so that I could meet a guy who loves me that much."
Ella : "But...No matter how firm they hold their belief,they can't escape from the rapidly changing great era..."

1989 Taipei
Son : "Mum,I've found it..."
Mum : "What is it?"
Son : "I've found...I've found him...He is still alive...living alone for all these years..."
Son : "Mum,are you okay?"

(The lady,sitting at the room and sighing...thinking of the past...)
Boy : "I want us to be in this way for whole of my life...Why,don't you have the same thought as mine,do you?"
Girl : Emmm...I do,but I want it for more longer,longer than a lifetime..."
Boy : "We will be together for a lifetime,for a few lifetimes.For every lifetime,no matter where you will be, you must wait for me until the time I've found you..."

Lady : "I want to see him...anyway...it has been such a long time..."

Selina : "So,she really goes to find him in Shanghai all alone?She is so brave..."
Ella : "Ya,if I were she,I would do like that as well.40 years have past...of course I would like to know how does he look like now..."
Hebe : "Do you think he has been alone for all these years just because of her?"
Ella : "Ya...it's for sure..."

2004 Shanghai
(A part of the song lyric...)
I love you, I'd dare to face any fate which is as yet unknown.
I love you, I'm willing to let you protect me, at the ends of this world.
Sometimes I really don't understand you, yet who truly understands themselves.
Often the depth of the relationship between two people, is tested and proven through hurt and hardships.

Selina : "For the past 40 years,he holds his belief of her love by using only the wooden box,but why then she doesn't wait for him?"
Ella : "The women at that time must get married no matter how.May be she gets some pressure from her family,too!"
Hebe : "Some more,there is no hope for her to go back."
Selina : "Finally,they see each other..."

Boy : "Don't be afraid whenever you are in trouble,I won't leave you..."
Girl : "I must follow you no matter where you go..."

(At the clock tower)
Man : "I afraid you can't find me,so I have been teaching at the school for all these years."
Lady : "You must have known that...we...why don't you get married?"
Man : "I have promised you for a few lifetimes,and it is not only this lifetime..."

(At the tea house)
Man : "How are you doing for these years?"
Lady : "Ya...not bad...my husband treats me very well,and I've got 3 sons as well as a grandson."
Man : "This...you have alredy told me that in the previous letter."
Lady : "Oh...right.But,for all these years...I am only worrying about you..."
Man : "You look healthy..."
Lady : "Sigh, I have become older then before.Time flies,we have become old..."

(Home)
Son : "Dad,do you want some more?"
Dad : "i am full,take your time."

Man : "When I am down,I will take a look at it(the wooden box which is given by the young girl). My mood will get better after looking at it.Actually you haven't leave me for all these years...But...I am not dare to open it anyway..."
Lady : "Why don't you open it?"
Man : "Because...I afraid once I open it...you will leave me forever and ever..."

Selina : "What have they do now?"
Hebe : "Everyone seems tobe in suffer."
Ella : "Um..."
Selina : "They should feel better after seeing each other and there won't be any regret for them."
Ella : "Em...they have seen each other and known that he/she is doing well,so she goes back to Taipei in the next day."
Hebe: "What about after she has home?How is she gonna tell her husband about this?"
Ella : "She says..."

Lady : "You let me go back,let me pay what I owe to him..."

Ella : "Uncle Wong has made a decision,he decided to let her go back to him.He has even brought a house and give the money to her to be her marriage present..."
Selina :"This kind of love is really heart-touching..."
Hebe : "Uncle Yan is more greater,he has been using almost all of his lifetime for waiting for her."
Ella : "I think,they are the people who understand 'love' the most."

Lady : "You must take good care of yourself."
Husband : "You too..."

Young girl : "I love you!"

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I can never do this...
But this can teach people how to love truthfully... ^^
(It's a real story oh!!~~ ^^)