Afraid

I know...
I'm afraid to miss someone..
I'm afraid to drop my tear...
...
Or I should say...
I'm afraid to love...

No matter how many intensive training I have...
Even My appearance is as hard as metal...
But my heart still as fragile as glass...
More lovestory just left much more scar on the glass...
Make it much fragile and fragile..

Maybe I left no many years left
I don't dare to ask for happiness...
But at least not for unhappiness...
Please allow me to leave with smile..
My heart feels pain again tonight...
I left sleepless again tonight...

It's about time to give up...
I can't afford to disappointment when I love you
Because I found my love and trust started growing on you
But unfortunately you disappointed me tonight entirely...
God... Please... I really need someone...
If she is who you send to me...
Let not her disappoint me once again...
Let not her remind me the shadow of my ex left...