Last Day

Today is the last day in the college
Finally this day has reached
I have waited for 2years and half to embrace this day
But
It doesn't as happy as I expected...

Last year until now
I live quite a confuse life...
I take around 1 year to overcome such a confusion
It's not really 100% recovered now
But at least
I have control on myself again
Only I have to rest some days
Go somewhere
Do what I wish do what I want

I have spent too much time on a lot of stupid love event
I have wasted too much time to treat other better but suffer myself
But I know I can't blame any other
Because this is the path I choose
Although I have forsaken everything of me
That's what I choose to be

I'm kidding with my studies life
The diploma certificate I will get is a low grade
But since I have done such a thing
I should don't look back now

This is the last day I left in college
And the new day I gonna being on the new life

So don't look back now
It's time to step forward
Left all the sorrow behind my back
I will redemption my fault with my future days!

Secrets

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

+Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away+

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

repeat +

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

*So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away*

repeat *
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

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My life is getting fucking boring
So tell me what you want to know
Like all those time
I gonna give my secret away
And start another one new life

Bury

Golden Lock that marks our history
It's time to rest in the treasure box
I will carry you no more

No matter how tight I hold it in my hand
No matter how deep the words carve on the surface
It's all past and history now

No matter how much of happiest we possess before
It must be let go once it becomes sadness

My dream once realized
I once hugged and kissed you

No matter how long it has passed
It doesn't stop my tears when I remind the love on you again
Although how much I desire I can love you once again
But I know it's impossible
We both have to move on to the different path

I allow my heart to break once more
Before the Golden Lock drop into my treasure box
And bury in the past

After this
I wish not to remember I'm Coconut before
I wish not to remember I'm Neko before
All those memories
Please don't be remind again

I wish
This is one last cry for you
I have taken so long time and wasted so much thing to used to the days without you
I wish not to return to the sadness days once more

You know what I need
But we both know
Mushroom and owner-sama have leave
They will never return anymore
I don't want be alone and wait for them
I have cried so much
I have begged so much

I want to be happy
Even without you
I want to love myself more now

If you don't love, please leave

If you don't love that people
Please leave
That's the best of the worst for them

Because they know they love you
But they can't have you

You stay with them
They will still love you
Do everything for you
Even that hurts them much
They won't complain
But they will live their days in hell because of your selfishness

You have already be selfish for once
Please don't be selfish for more
Please don't hurt them anymore

You still expect people treat you so good when you don't want to give anything?
You might enjoy the goodness they gave you
But do you ever notice the tear that fall behind their smiley mask?

If you really love them
Don't leave them
But if you don't
Please leave
You might feel a little bit sad for lost a great friend
But how can your sorrow compare to those who lost their love?

You shoulda know
From the time you choose to leave them in vain
From the time you choose to break their heart
You should already took the risk to lost their greater love on you too

If a guy/girl you love just in front of you
But you know
No matter how much you do
No matter how deep you love
No matter how people hurt them
You will never have them
How will you feel?

Please
Don't be so selfish
You don't love
But people do
You might feel happy with unpaid gift
You might feel happy with no give but still gain
But how much effort that a person has to pay to buy you a gift?
But how much tears that a person has to fall behind to make you smile?
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People always ask, why can't a lover be a friend after broke?
But do you notice? Those who ask this question
Mostly are those who choose to leave at first

If you really understand how they are feeling
You will never ask the same question anymore

Some of those couples can be friend after broke
But do they really happy?
Or do they really love each other before?

As I know
A person can never be friend again with who s/he really loves
Because
Nothing can be harder than you have to hide all of the sorrow within you
And act smile in front of who you love

Because
If you love that person,
make them unhappy means the most evil thing for you
But they don't love you,
they won't think about this, they won't care about this
So in the end?
You will being a stupid who bears all the pain by yourself

Why have to live such suffer days?
Sometimes leave is better than anything you can do
Because you know you can't do anything anymore

Hate Documentation

After graduate
I must not face computer for one month if no needed
I swear!
Damn hate the computer screen now
Damn hate typing the keyboard right now~~

Ahh~~ I want go out play basketball la T_T

Parallel Lines 平行线

不過是暫時擱淺　受過的傷終能復原
找新的起點　從今天 不想再把路繞遠
卻總是擦肩　總是心中描繪的畫面
遇不上一個對的人實現　怎麼找到永遠
卻總是忽略　忽略身邊平凡的一切
去追逐不切實際的明天　繼續和真愛走在平行線

Found this few lines of lyric is meaningful
As we always pursuit the dream we picture in our mind
If there's always lack of someone to realize it
How long that we have to spend or wait to achieve our dream?

Or just
We always pursuit for the unrealistic dream in our mind
Pass over the one who care about us truthfully
So that the end we just live in the vain?

Maybe at that time we will say
"I won't regret"
But as the time passing over
Our lifespan left much little and little
Finally we will found that we're wrong

Don't let that day happened my friend
If you really have the good thing
Cherish, and appreciate
Don't say you cherish, appreciate, and love when you don't
You must do it, instead of saying
Don't always left those who care about you and love you
On the other parallel line
So close but will never has a connection with your path

It might be too late
When you regret
Don't let that day comes to you okie?

Don't live in vain
Unrealistic dream not worth for you to pursuit


Don't you (O) always left X and Y (Those who love and care about you)
Over the other parallel line ok?

Don't Let Your Chance Lost Away

Yesterday might be lost
But today is a new start
Always believe tomorrow is a better day

People passby everyday
Some who already passed
No point for you to waste your strength to hold them down
You know you can never catch the past
But you have the power to build your days ahead
No matter if it succeed or don't
You have to try
So that you will not regret in the future

Time, it won't flow back
And fortunately
Because it doesn't have to repeat

Time gone
Memories stay
Maybe it causes some sorrow and grieve for your entire life
But that's your life evidence
It proves that you once lives

Friends leave
Lover leave
Because it's the time
For you to have a new life
A life to have true friend
A life to have true lover
A true friend, they will never leave you
A true lover, they will never abandon you
Those who leave
Is worthless for you to keep

Keep some real friends
Hold your true lover
Quality always better than quantity

Do you found those? My friend?
Remember, if you already have those, you're lucky
Don't let your luck goes away.
Some chances, only arise once in your life.